Jacob 3:1

It has been an insane week. So many highs, so many lows. Not much in between.

I am aware enough to know that I am blessed and I have much to be thankful for. I can see that not every day is all bad and there are many beautiful and wonderful things happening in my life.

And it has been an awful week. Full of hard, disappointment, fear, frustration, devastation, shock, and soul-deep heaviness. It’s so heavy.

I opened my scriptures to the next I was to read that night, and it was Jacob 3:1. I immediately knew that I was supposed to be reading that verse at that moment on purpose. Pretty amazing.

I am not sure that it made me feel much better, but at least I had a reminder that I am being heard in my sorrow. I don’t have any more answers after reading than I did before, but I was reminded that I’m not alone. He is hearing me. Answers will…eventually…come.

I can let that be enough for today.